I think waiting is just part of everyday life.
We are always waiting for something.
I think waiting is one of the hardest things in life.
It requires patience - which we seem to sorely lack in. :)
I think that the longer we are willing to wait for something - the more valuable it is.
I think waiting for people - waiting for someone - is one of the surest signs of love.
I think being waited for is the best feeling.

Getting up at 3 am to go to Portland tomorrow!
Not gonna lie I am pretty excited. Just getting out and *doing* something is pretty exciting!
We're gonna go to the museum there tomorrow and some theatre thing... I can't remember what it's called.
You know, it seems like one way or the other, I'm always ending back up in Portland. I'm not complaining. Just sayin. :D
Btw... seeing pictures of yourself is super depressing. I think I shall hide from cameras from here on out! ;)

"God never speaks to us in dramatic ways, but in ways that are easy to misunderstand. Then we say, "I wonder if that was God's voice?" - O. Chambers

Found out today we have enough money for all our tickets to Bangladesh.
And... My moms passport finally came through.
I wish I could say I was super excited... but, honestly I'm just terrified. It literally makes me catch my breathe... I'm scared to be so far away. I'm scared not knowing when I'd be coming back...
Pretty much desperately hoping we get to at least be here for May conference.
But... on the brighter side... It's good to be finding peace in other areas! So. I'm sure I will *eventually* find it in this one too.
Seems like no matter what... time and waiting is always involved in everything in life....*deep breath*....

And another week begins.
Not generally a huge fan of Mondays... but I decided to get up a couple hours before the baby and just chill, so this ones not looking too shabby from this viewpoint!
Which is currently in bed with a hot drink. Yep. Can't beat that!
I was asked by my chiropractor if I had any plans for last weekend. I told him I didn't. He responded with, "What?! I thought you'd have a hot date... or be going to the movies or something??!!
Yeah. Well no. Not exactly. haha
Such if life.
Current looking forward to payday! Then maybe I'll go to the movies. Not with a hot date, but still... ;)

"Him shall He teach in the way He chooses." -Psalm 25:12
"At first we want the awareness of being guided by God. But then as we grow spiritually, we live do fully aware of God that we do not even need to ask what His will is, because the thought if choosing another way will never occur to us. If we are saved and sanctified, God hides us by our everyday choices. And if we are about to choose what He does not want, He will give us a sense if doubt or restraint, which we must heed. Whenever there is doubt, stop at once. Never try to reason it out, saying, "I wonder why I should not do this?" God instructs us in what we choose, that is, He actually guides our common sense. And when we yield to His teachings and guidance, we no longer hinder His Spirit by continually asking, "Now,Lord, what is your will?"
-Oswald Chambers

It's raining in January. I love it.
I decided to go for a walk tonight in the rain. I love walking in the rain.
Now I'm sitting outside...scrolling Facebook.
So this is life right now.
It's rather lonely. :/