It is so weird being back in Montana and realizing that my heart... is just not here.
There is no sense of "belonging" or coming home.
I look at the people around me and think "....weird!".
Wow.  How did I not see the 'weirdness' before? haha....
It's okay though, to be coming back.  I am excited about seeing the people here.  Catching up with them.  And, I know this is where the Lord has me to be for right now, and so I know it is good.  I am sure I have no idea what He has in store for our time here.  Just like I had no idea how much I needed the training program.
I am thankful that no matter what is happening in my crazy life... I can always come back to realizing that I can trust Him.