... I can't ever sleep these days.  It's so frustrating.  It may have something to do with the annoying mosquitoes, not feeling well and all the worries/troubles that seem to pop into my head at night.  And so I just lay there thinking...and thinking... and thinking...
My pathetic-ness/neediness all torments me at night...
Sometimes there's just nothing like being busy all day to keep you distracted...