I am realizing that I use blogging as a total way to vent- so I do apologize for that. ;)

Today- and yesterday- have just beyond sucked.  I admit though, that today- I basically did nothing but sit around and cry.. 

There have been rough days, really rough days- but today I just feel like I cannot handle this.  It's just too much for me and even as I realize/say it- I know I am beyond pathetic, which only frustrates me more... 

Today, if there had been any way to go home- I would have been so tempted.

Sometimes I really question the purpose of me being here.

And basically I just feel so incredibly tired of being alone.  

Feeling... so empty.