Feeling strangely disconnected.
I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing, but it's different. And I don't really like it...
Sometimes the people who have always known you best are like a mirror. When you compare what they expect you to be with what you are, you see just how much you've have changed/are changing.
I know change is just a normal part of life. I guess I've just always thought it would be more of outward circumstances changing...not myself!
It's scary letting go of what has been, who I have been. Its scary to realize I am not the same, to realize things are different and accept that.
It would feel so much safer if everything stayed the same- but then there would be no growth...