These day are strange- and busy- and confusing ones.
I find in myself a constant clashing.  A constant battle of trying to sort things out. Trying to put pieces of a vague future together so I can clearly see.  Trying to balance what desires are of God- and what are not. Trying to take all the hopes for the future and line them up and fit them together...
This is what I know-  I want God.  Life is rather pointless without Him.
And I know that I do not want to live a life that is all about myself.
And maybe that just comes down to living today seeking Him.  And living today about serving Him/others...