Sometimes I just really hate life. I hate how things go.  So often I feel disappointed.frustrated.angry. It hurts so much- and I don't understand why.

We were promised our hearts would be safe and protected. We were promised the best. Why do we look so beat up, worn out and disenchanted? 

I'm terrified. And it seems pointless to hope, pointless to dream.

I wish I could just run away. Close my eyes and hide until its over. 

I wish I could just understand why it's so hard.